Saturday, March 22, 2008
this is getting hard, and really irritating..
no matter how hard I try,
I can't get it out of my head.
why?
why that person, of all people?
I mean..
seriously, why?
I myself do not get it..
should I just give up, or not?..
I seriously do not know now..
I'm at a loss as to what to do about this.
isit that obvious?
if it is, this is really bad.
or it could be just me, as usual..
sigh. I think I should actually start speaking to others
for advice for the problem, rather than
trying to solve it on my own,
as I most often do.
sigh.. what now?
let things go with whatever flow there is? or what?
... ...
this feels much better, letting it out.
even though, well,
I may not want this to be actually, well, known..
oh well..
what can be done about this sort of problem?
nothing much actually..
and this is getting rather unbearable.
'cause you are the one I never want to lose or forget
12:58 AM